march 21 2017
remember, don't be the person who yells first. or at all. if you keep calm, the situation won't spiral out of control. or that's what my therapist tells me.
this is great to have the benefit of a therapist without my ever having to see one. thank you man.
you should get one. she's been largely useless the past eighteen years, but she's coming around. she told me to stop drinking so much and that's helped. it's fucking awful, but it helps.
jesus, having to talk to someone about feelings and shit literally sounds like the ninth circle of hell. but hey that's something, yeah?
that's only the surface. they love digging into your childhood to find the cracks of where everything began to go wrong. i don't know what it is. i don't think any of its helping, largely because there's nothing wrong, but it's something to do. habit more than anything.
hahaha FUCK THAT, wow. my childhood can stay where it was. i mean hey i guess it's good to have some positive habits?
im sure my therapist would have something to say about that. is not drinking a positive habit? for whom?
oh i'm sure your therapist would have a FIELD day with me. hey i feel pretty positive when i drink, so...
i can imagine it now. at the start of my next sessions she gives the warning, "i don't think you should associate with that brandon character anymore." everyone does. drinking brings people together but im trying to be a better husband.
oh a hundred percent. even off drugs, i'm a shit influence. see, she's just hindering your true self
we're all shit, bran. that's what they don't teach us.
better just to accept it, yeah?